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I don't know what's happening...Nora Ok. This month feels like constant PMS. My period just ended so I know I'm not Pmsing now. But god. Ugh. My mom is so fukcing annoying. I don't understand my homework. I feel like complete crap when it comes to looks. I mean, okay, so I'm fat, and that is partly what bugs me. But what bugs me more is zits. zits zits zits. Every fucking day I have so much. I have to put on so much make up to cover them. Sometimesother people are like, "Damn, I have a big zit." It's like, okay, I always have atleast ten of those so why don't you shut up. I hate waking up at five in the morning. I get no sleep. I hate homework. hate it. I don't understand it. I have a test in german tomorrow on the homework today and I don't understand the homework. German is before lunch. It's so fucked up. Damn. Okay, and when I need help with homework, sometimes I need to ask people online. My mom is SO annoying. She is CONSTANTLY telling me to go to bed. I WILL FUCKING GO TO BED WHEN I FINISH MY HOMEWORK AND I CAN, BITCH. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I'M NOT STAYING UP FOR FUN?? I'M STAYING UP BECAUSE I WAS BEING LAZY BEFORE AND NOW I HAVE TO DO HOMEWORK. MAYBE I DON'T MIND STAYING UP. SO WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING GET OFF MY BACK ABOUT IT, OKAY?? Of course, she's my mother so I'm never actually allowed to say that to her. God. I don't get this math, or this german. I don't get any of my subjects. What am I good at? Nothing. I'm fucking good at nothing. I'm not particularly good at any subject. I suck. And I have zits. The only good thing about me is that I'm sorta nice to people I guess. Maybe I'm a good friend. Or not. I don't know. And ya know what? I'm not even a good friend. I think I'm nice to people so they will call me a good friend, and make me feel good, not because I actually care. Or maybe I do care. Or maybe it's both. Or maybe I just want to be complimented. Whatever. I'm selfish. |