Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried Anyway you've always known the many ways I've tried...Marg
I bared all @ 10:08 pm on Thursday, Mar. 04, 2004
I must be a total bitch, being as mean to Justin that I am. It's just that I can't help it. It's like he represents the stupidity and ignorance that I loathe so much in the people here in Ohio that I just take my anger out on him? I wouldn't be so mean if I didn't have to hang out with him all the time, but I do. I'm always with Justin. And you would think that I would like him, but I don't. Not at all. Not even a little bit. This isn't just me denying it like last year with DJ. I really don't like Justin at all that way. And it makes me angry and sad because I don't want to be. I want to be with someone else. I mean I hang out with a lot of other people too, but it seems like in the end I'm always stuck with Justin and that reminds me of how much time DJ and I spent together last year so I think I should like Justin just as much as I liked DJ because wouldn't that make sense but I don't! And it's not just because hes unattractive, its because hes ignorant and unintelligent. I mean I can deal with a certain level of stupidty and ignorance in a lot of people but sometimes, I just can't stand it with him. It just makes me so mad and I don't know why I'm ranting about it now, but I am. Just thinking about how I spend so much time with him makes me depressed. Why is that?
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