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All around but you can't change this loneliness...Marg I get this feeling sometimes. When I'm sitting at lunch in school. This feeling of loneliness. To my left, is Justin. Talking to me but I can't hear him. To my right, is Sean having his own conversation in which I hear tiny portions of. Across from me are Brandon and his girlfriend Mandy. Doing what boyfriends and girlfriends do best. Public displays of affection. And suddenly, I feel so alone. I vaguely hear the conversations going on around me. I am, however, lost. In the emptiness that surrounds me. And while I have people to every side of me. I feel so very alone. I feel as if I don't belong with these people. If I never belonged. To any people. And I myself am left alone to belong only to myself. And suddenly I am sitting alone. In a room. With blank, white walls and boxes in the corner. Alone. Until the bell rings and once again I am snapped back into reality. Yet I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness. |