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Mixed feeling and confusedness...Nora Quite interesting, eh? I shouldn't be feeling this way. I liked him a little over break, but not really. I then liked him sort of again recently, but then decided I didn't. And now I get unhappy feelings when he talks about liking another girl. It's not just unhappy feelings, though. It's like a mix. I also think it's kind of cute that he likes/liked her. But also, I feel sad because he liked her and never got her...I'm feeling sad with him. He was talking about how when he saw her again it was like an emotional roller coaster because he used to have feelings for her, but she never liked him back, so seeing her again felt kind of weird. I don't think he ever told her he liked her though. I don't know. And then, I think about how close I am with him and how he told me before that I knew more things about him than basically anyone else in the world. So I'm glad he talks to me about things. But I think it's cute how he liked a girl. But I'm sad that he never got her. But I'm sad that he doesn't like me. But who knows...maybe he does...ya never know. And then I'm sad because at first he wouldn't tell me her name, and I thought he trusted me. See-- Him: nope Him: she's a junior though Him: at oakton Me: i could find her in my brothers yearbook Him: and I could give you the finger... Him: heheh Him: just cause I COULD tell you doesn't mean I'd want to And then I'm sad because she's a junior and that means he might go for older girls...but it doesn't matter because I don't even like him. At least, I don't think I like him. Do I? Hmph. See, I barely ever doubt liking Jose, because I always know I like Jose. But with Mike, urgh, I can never tell. I think I like him...as a friend. |