The only way is the naked way

Grr...Nora
I bared all @ 4:24 pm on Saturday, Feb. 28, 2004

Grr. I'm mad. Okay, so Jose invited me to his house today at 4. He had told me about it yesterday but I didn't know times or anything so I hadn't asked mom yet. At 220ish, he sent me an IM saying to come at four. I was watching a movie and riding the stationary bike, though, and didn't see the IM until 330. I called mom, and she wasn't home, so I then washed my face and changed since I was sweaty from riding the bike. Mom called back, and at first said no. I said something about how I never got to go anywhere, so she then said she could drive me if she came home right now, but could only pick me up at 8, no later or earlier. I said I needed to go ask Jose if that was okay and that I'd call her back. I went and asked Brendan, who was home for a few minutes from work for a break, if he could pick me up from a friends house after he got back from work, just in case I wanted to be picked up later than 8. Brendan said it was fine. I then called Jose. No answer. I figured I'd call him back in like 10 minutes. I started brushing my teeth and doing my hair and all, since I still sorta looked the way I looked when I woke up. I called Jose back at 4 and asked him if it would be okay if I got there in 20 min, and he said it was fine. I then called mom. No answer. I called her again. No answer. I waited ten minutes, and called again. Finally she answered, but by now she was on her way to pick up Ida and go to church, so she couldn't drive me. Apparently she thought I had said that I was going to get a ride there from Brendan. I tried asking Willy if he could drive me, but he was too busy playing his video game, and didn't feel like driving me. I offered him money, but he'd still rather stay home in his boxers being lazy and playing the video game. So I had to call Jose back and tell him I couldn't go, and now I'm bored at home.

It really makes me mad how during weekday nights, I'm stuck doing homework, and then one the weekend, I never do anything except hang with Sarah. Don't get me wrong, I love Sarah, but by now Sarah doesn't count as "doing something." Sarah isn't even home today anything. I wouldn't be as mad if Sarah were home. I never do anything anymore. Most of the time mom is home and can drive me, I am grounded for some reason or another. It sucks. When I was on the phone with mom, she said, "When you drive in two years, it will be easier to do things." Um...hooray...is that supposed to mean I should wait two years before doing anything.

Oh great mom just got home and thinks she can drive me but I already told him I couldn't go and now it's 441 and kinda late. Oh well. Tomorrow I'll be doing homework and watching the Oscars. Next weekend the same thing will probabl happen. Falling asleep for all of Friday evening, planning on doing something on Saturday until it gets screwed up, and homework on Sunday. Or of course it could be sleep Friday and homework both Saturday and Sunday because I have so much lately. Come to think of it, I should probably be doing homework now. Life sucks.

[I am aware that I'm taking for granted everything I have, but hey, I'm allowed to every once in a while. Homework screws things up. So does not being able to drive. I guess I shouldn't take for granted that I at least have friends that invite me places, but grr, it would help if I could actually go to those places when I'm invited!]

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