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*A constellation of frustration driving hard* Singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV...Marg I'm not sure how I feel right now. I feel different, though. I think I'm starting to act like myself again. Not that I was ever very much different, but I'm getting back into the swing of things. I guess I missed having something to talk about. And now I have something to talk about. At least for the moment. It gives other people lots to talk about too, thanks to Brandon. It reminds me of something or someone. I really can't tell. Peter? Danny? Garlin? Seventh grade? I don't really know. I just get a feeling like I've been through this before? oh well. I'm still as unmotivated as I was on Friday, and that's the thing I need to work on. I definately have a motivation problem and don't know how to fix it. But at least my grades are good? I think this year I just needed some time to myself. To find myself, I guess you could say. I'm not sure if I did, but I think I've become more accustomed to being alone. Maybe I'm even more self-aware? It's supposed to snow 3-6 inches tonight. Yeah. Right. a constellation of frustration driving hard singing my thoughts back to me, and watching heartache on TV |